If we have a natural death, or a sudden death, an accidental death, if we are conscious for two hours before that, we start thinking beyond the life we have lived up to that time, and we start regretting that my parents left this world. As shown, nature provided me with an opportunity to seize that opportunity.
But, the system here, the tradition, the customs, dragged me into a very destructive Ku culture. Which was anti-science, irrational, anti-humanity and overall anti-nature. I alone am responsible for the misdeeds that have happened to me due to the fact that I have spent my life in it till date.
If I had lived my life following the culture created by the philosophers and great men here, I would not have suffered the mental agony I am dying today…
For whom I lived for my wife, children, blood relatives. The same congregation today I see waiting for my own death due to small and insignificant mistakes made by me. Or at least I was getting a pension of thousands of rupees, probably saddened by my death as it was going to stop.
If the same mental regret had happened 2 days, 2 months, 2 years, 20 years ago instead of 2 hours before death…
Surely we would have become human. We could have lived our lives in debt to our parents and nature forever, till our last breath. No force in the world (money from the way of anity, false ego from it) could have stopped us from living such a life. .
Then, “Kal kare so today do, today do so ab. Palme pralay ho jeegae to feer kare kab…..?
(The above repentance is required by all, including the author.)
Author of Awakening
Anant kerbaji Bhavare
Constitution Analyst, Aurangabad, Renapurkar, 7875452689…
